CERTAIN ChAoS?! ...a metaphor of me

"CERTAIN cHaOs" may be an oxymoron but for me it is also a metaphor. i have recently noticed that most of the time, i am aware of 2 truths swirling about at once. So while i await the arrival of what meaning is to be made, for it to settle, where it may freely find its way to my heart...it is here, in this space, that i am offering it up to be with grace and mercy who sometimes give her a voice...